When I first started my awakening, I only wanted to hear and do the things my ego wanted to hear and do. I wanted it to be all fluff and good vibes only. I didn't want to acknowledge the tough truths that come along with this work. Hell, up until 8 months ago I didn't even want to admit that I had inner child work to do and I avoided it like the plague.
Here's the thing: whatever you want to label it - healing, inner work, ascending, awakening - comes with a lot of hard, emotionally devastating, reality shattering, burning down of everything you thought your reality was. And if you want to truly heal and come home to yourself, you don't get to ignore the tough parts. Because when you ignore the tough parts, it's impossible to come fully home to yourself.
Do you see?
How can you integrate your true, authentic higher self if you don't face your inner child wounds, your self worth wounds, your past traumas, and all of the other less-than-ideal things you've experienced? You can't slap a sparkly bow on yourself and claim that you're healed if you haven't addressed all of the deeper layers, because eventually that sparkly bow will fade and crack and you'll once again be left with nothing but the parts of you that have yet to be healed. And that will happen over and over and over and over again until finally you can't take it any more. Until finally you get sick of living out the same patterns and habits and conditioning and you finally commit to making real changes instead of just painting the outside of yourself to make it look like you've healed. You can only fake it for so long.
If you want real change you have to put in the work. It's as simple and as frustrating as that. Nobody else can do the healing work for you. Others can assist you and help give you insight into the deeper layers, but the actual work comes down to you.
Reach out to me or any other mentors that resonate with you. We are here to help.
Take care out there.
Xoxo,
Kristi
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